The Truth

I've wished and I've tried

I've fought and I've cried

A thousand times, I am sorry



You forgot the truth

I wasn't yours and you weren't mine

We are our own...not doing fine



Yell at me, those words

The ones you always think

When fighting is so pointless

I think I'll let you win

Cry another tear

Make it all so clear

That you meant it when you said

I hurt you...

I hurt you



Silent now, my dear

Whisper in my ear

Tell me all yout secrets

The ones I'll never hear



Hate me if you will

I won't complain until

This silence is too much

And I cannot feel your touch



Yell at me, those words

The ones you always think

When fighting is so pointless

I think I'll let you win

Cry another tear

Make it all so clear

That you meant it when you said

I hurt you...

I hurt you



I finally know the truth

That I am fucked up

We are fucked up

I fucked this up again



Slowly fall asleep

These secrets now, I'll keep

Figure out what you want

And know now what you've got...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this one is about a recent confusion that i've had...and another person has had.  I hate when everything gets so confusing that confusion turns into pain and pain turns into hate...

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