The rain always sounds peaceful
Out in the country, where you live
Small towns all look the same
But you added a certian something to that place
The house where you no longer live
I am sorry if I sound boring
Uninviting, or annoying
I could never find the words to say to you
And then you're never around here when I do
I'd like to see that smile that's on your face
It makes me feel so not out of place
Thinking back on past year's mistakes
All the shit I used to do
I'd stay at home here just to call you
And I'd laughed when you never did the same
And I'm to blame
Thinking back to one particular day
It was November and softly raining hard
We called it off a month or two ago
I got lonely and you hated me that day
I drove away
Shut the door and I walked to your steps
9:30 pm and you didn't know that it was me
An hour drive is all it took for me
I gave you flowers you gave me tears
We remonesed from all the years
They'd passed us on by, we sat and cried
After what seemed like hours of deliberation
You went to bed and told me we were friends
I figured it was at least some way to re-begin
Then on the way home, I almost died
That lightening must not have been meant for me
It's been years and still I don't feel free
I barely feel alive, you're not by my side
2 or 3 years later, I can't remember
It's all a blur to me
You found a few lovers but they all came crashing down
I am still around...
I guess you could take this song as
One last chance for you to be with me
I might slowly fade away
Become famous with this band I'm in...you never know
Maybe I could make it on my own
But then again I don't want you to be alone
I've still got scars from tears from all the years
Can't we mend them all and finally start anew?
Thats what I really want to do...
Yea, It's true
That's what we'll do