Shit, I hate feeling like this
You make me so sick
Tired of waking
Tired of thinking
Tired of 7:30 AM
Kill the alarm
Time to do some harm
I'm out on my own
And now I'm out of control
Jealousy was never such a stupid thing
As when I see you staring back at him
I know I made mistakes again
Will you look back at me
Like you did back when
We mattered....but we don't matter no more
Fuck, I hate feeling like this
You do make me sick
Tired of breathing
Tired of seeing
Tired of not making sense
Close shut my mouth
Turn on the alarm
I'm lost on my own
Now I look for control
Jealousy was never such a stupid thing
As when I see you talking back to him
I know I said wrong words again
Will you talk back to me
Like you did back when
We mattered....but we don't matter no more
We don't matter no more!
I gave up all my late night stories
All my little lullabies
Emo shit and fucked-up lines
Sick of singing and writing lies
When can we go back...
To a time where we mattered?
But we don't matter no more