Before I Close My Eyes

Each and every night

I think about you before I close my eyes

All the good things that are between us

As well as the things that get between us

I think about the past and then the future

And all the places we will go

When single nights turn into forever

And when happiness has a place to grow

I think that if just tonight I can make her smile

Then tomorrow won't be so bad

And when I make her smile, I smile, too

One of the many gifts she has

I dream of a time when happiness will be

The last thing on our minds

Because with that 'simple' goal accomplished

There's so much more in life to find

When the days turn into weeks

And the weeks turn into months

When the months turn into years

I will no longer live with fears

Of waking up tomorrow, to and empty place inside my heart

Where sadness makes a nest in

To tear my world apart

But thats what happens in this lifetime

You never know where or when it all will end

So I've been living for the moment

Not trying to waste my time, my friends

So tonight when I think about you

Sleeping so soft so beautiful and sweet

I will pretend you are laying next to me

Holding you close where under the covers our bodies meet

The day will come when I see you again

And until then, I'll swim upstream

You know I'm always a call away

And I'll always be in your dreams

Because each and every night I think about you

Before I close my eyes, it's no surprise

Author's Notes/Comments: 

What more can I say?  It's what happens sometimes before I close my eyes.  You're always there.

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