Without A Cause, Death

Sleepless nights

Various fights

Feeling terrible

Feeling ignored

I want to scream

I want to be seen

I want to feel miserable

Then these feelings would be suffice



Call me stupid

Call me a hypocrate

I want you to hate me

I have no use here being loved



When you go away and cry

I want to be the tears falling from your eye

I want not to be forgotten nor remembered

I'll mix in with the scene

A lost contact in a rivene

A sailboat without the sail



Float on for hours

Get lost in the storm

I want to be an arrow without a feather



Leave me dying

Bleeding here for you

Give me something

A life to look forward to

I want reassurance

This will be ok

Just as long as I can sleep the day away

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I just wrote this about myself in a metaphorical way...its kinda about bein lost in religion...about standing in an open field where every direction looks the same...thats where I am.

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