When you speak of friendship, think of me
I wasn't all taht you hated, nor what you wanted me to be
I give myself my own name
I have no known thoughts of fame
I am just a lonely kid who likes to sit here and type all day
High school wasnt everythign I once thought it would be
I learned a lot of things but not much was from schooling
Friends taught me how to live, girls taught me how to give
I lost the most of myself when I was learning from mistakes
I've given up more than once
Forgotten more than that
I have lost so many friendships
That I know I will never get back
I've learned to hate my life
Back when it didn't mean a thing
I learned how to cope with scars
And how to lift my voice and sing
I hate the way things turn out sometimes
I am wrong and I am right
With all that I have learned
I still do not know how to fight
I give up day after day
The more I want to stay
When all I wanted was a friend
I do nothing but push away
This is my biography
Of how I used to be
This is the story of my life
And all of my regrets
I never once thought I would matter
In a world so full of pain
But if I had a choice in this matter
I'd live my life over again
Promises I made
Promises I failed
I want a new life for myself
Without the hurtful memories
I've found out one thing
Something that will help me get by
I cannot live this life alone
I need strength, a friend, a God