We all fuck up
That is what she said
Little did she know
We'd all end up dead
And I shed these tears
From over these years
How was I to know
That these memories-
I can't let go
Feelings present
Close the door
You don't want to see
My pain no more
And when the grinding concrete
Gradually fades
You know it's not your fault
Start a brand new day
You locked me out again
Told me we were no more than friends
I don't really care at all
When will I fall?
Just let me fall
You made it your deal
To deal with me
To try and kill me softly
Drown me quietly
You could be my shining savior
You could end it all right now
But the purpose of my existance
Has not been filled somehow
I don't want to hear it
I've had enough
Just kill me now or give it up
I don't understand your letters
Or why you kiss him at all
When another false claim is made
All of the lights of my life begin to fade
I am done, giving up
You tore me apart, I've had enough
I don't want to feel this pain
It is to unbearable right now
I want to leave this place
But I can't help but forever see your face