Leaving It All Behind (All In A Year From Now)

Leaving behind

All I once knew

Memories will fade

All of them of you



This is all that I can do

Since now I'm lost

Along with you



I doubt your sincerity

I don't want you to lie

But when told certian things

It makes me wonder why



Tonight I am scared

Of all I don't know

Tonight I look back

To a day when I was on track



Memories will fade

And I will too

All but that night

I had the best of you



Spontainously thinking

Think not of what we do

Praying to God now

I'm not as fucked up as you



You wonder who is this 'you'

That I speak of so true

The truth is that 'you'

Is in every one of you



I will not lie again

For trust is a feeling that is hard to get back

I'll move on and begin

To get my life back on track



Feelings of love

Are feelings taht I lack

But I know that God above

Wants this boy to pack



For I am going away

To a new time and place

Somewhere I will be forgotten

And lost in the day



In a year from now

I will be long gone

Out of your life

Is where I belong



If you want me to speak

Just let me know

And you I will seak

Till then let me fade, be smarter, and grow

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Written about numerious relationships I've had/ have.  There are hidden meanings, but I will not say what they are.  I just needed to write something and I have now.  goodbye for now

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