The Fact of knowing that this would happen
Is much worse then it happening at all
The feeling of helpless wonder
In this world I seem so small
I tried to tell you to be careful
I tried to let you know I'd cry
I wanted you to believe in me
I wanted you not to die
The fact that you are not dead right now
Is the fact that is killing me
Because the fact that you seem dead right now
Sends a piercing pain straight through me
And if God wanted you to die right now
Trust me, right now you wouldn't breathe
So hold strong and love life now
Before this death over comes me
Knowing the future through thoughts and dreams
Although errie as it seems
It is what I go through each and every day
Helps me know I need to fight yet another way
Still, I'll hold on strong
I know where I belong
I know when this will end
Let's fight this here together, this life is not pretend
Let's fight this here together, I know this is not the end