Wicked Thoughts and Closed Doors

I read all you said

I thought it was already dead

How can I be the one

To tuck you at night into your bed?

When all is dead and gone,

nothing will remain

Just hope for the future

that it will never be the same

What am I to you?

Am I a bandage for your wounds?

Do I have the porpose

Of filling up old shoes?

I cannot be a flame

To a still smoking spark

My love, my everything

It cannot work this way

All feelings and thought must be erased

In order for your loved one to stay

Mine all were gone for her

A long time ago

Friends are friends

Nothing more for I let the feelings go

I thought this was all said in done

I thought that you had won

I want to know this is over with now

By the bang and blinding light

An exhaling smoking gun

Tell me now please,

Is it through?

If not then do whatever it is you need to do

All that I know is my love for you

Is more then simply true

Please take my hand and hold my heart

For today I am feeling Blue.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I hope i never feel the need to write these things again. I hope that everything I thought was real and not pretend.  I just want to know that it is over and that there will no longer be that memory to get between what really matters now- us.

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