I cannot cry
I don't know why
I must admit that I don't understand
I feel as if I should die
Maybe throw up or should I
Try to call you again?
I am sorry for being
Everything that I am
I am sorry for not bleeding
When you could be there to heal me
Maybe I should just go down
If I could find you, we'd talk
Go back to town
I'd tell you how much you really mean
You could wipe my tears while they stream
Here I go again
Messing up again
You can tell me that it isn't me
But I know the way that it will be
I cannot rearrange
I cannot stop your pain
All that I can do
Is drive on down and be with you
One last day
I'd be on my way
If you would stay
Please stay
I gave up my old way
I changed because I wanted to
I changed to better accomidate you
Feeling so insecure
I feel lost in you, dear
I know that I cannot stop your bleeding heart
But I can try
I will do it till I die
All I ever wanted was to be happy with you
I won't make you grow up
No I won't force you to do anything
I won't do that to you
I can't do that to you now
Now that I love you almost too much
I am feeling out of touch
I cannot say what happened
All I know is that I let it fall apart
I'm falling down
Please catch me again
Let me love you again
Tell me to let you be your everything
I cannot forget tears
Each memory will not get lost in fear
I want to hold you close enough
I want to simply feel your touch
Please stay
Don't go away
This happened every single time
I fell away with a single line
Not because I want to
But rather because I love you
I love you too much to stay and fight
I still will think of you each and every night
But you won't know
I cannot show
I cannot knock your happiness down
And so for you and only you, I will drown
If that is what you want
If that is what you need
If that is how you want this to end
Call it what you will but this love was not pretend
Let me die
So you can live a better life
I can make that sacrafice
Because I care that much
Give me the gun
Please do not threaten to take your live
I already did so many times
It isn't what I want for you
It isn't something that you sould do
Shoot me instead