With too many thoughts in my mind
I will simply write this blind
Not know what I will say next
I suppose that it may be foolish
maybe a bit pointless
but at least my thoughts are addressed
my head is hurting from all of this thinking
and i need to get some of it out
I would liek to scream and tell everone
but it is not in my nature to shout
I feel as if I need to say
That everything seems to be going wrong today
Plans are bein ruined
my hopes have been shattered to the bone
I will promise to see this through
For that is one thing that I can do
I want to be with you
In more then one way
I want to feel your body
And not over sound waves
I want to know I have you
And that love is never blind
I want to forge ahead
Without first, falling behind
I wish I could control what happens
And what this good life brings
But I cannot and I am sorry
But I can gaurentee the Spring
I will always keep making changes
To the way I live my life
I will always keep making plans
About how to be a better person
Now that my headache is supsiding
I can get back to bed
No more will these giant thoughts
be a burden in my head.