Thoughts about Thoughts

With too many thoughts in my mind

I will simply write this blind

Not know what I will say next

I suppose that it may be foolish

maybe a bit pointless

but at least my thoughts are addressed

my head is hurting from all of this thinking

and i need to get some of it out

I would liek to scream and tell everone

but it is not in my nature to shout

I feel as if I need to say

That everything seems to be going wrong today

Plans are bein ruined

my hopes have been shattered to the bone

I will promise to see this through

For that is one thing that I can do

I want to be with you

In more then one way

I want to feel your body

And not over sound waves

I want to know I have you

And that love is never blind

I want to forge ahead

Without first, falling behind

I wish I could control what happens

And what this good life brings

But I cannot and I am sorry

But I can gaurentee the Spring

I will always keep making changes

To the way I live my life

I will always keep making plans

About how to be a better person

Now that my headache is supsiding

I can get back to bed

No more will these giant thoughts

be a burden in my head.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Yes, I had a headache at the time of writing this, and yes it helped.  Sorry if it doesn't make sense... I think it is about time I get some sleep.

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