So what if everything seems different
Now that you've gone away
So what if nothing is the same?
When fighting is the last thing
I have on my mind
Some sanity I wish that I would find
Sing so softly
From the peaks of mountains
Where you hide away
When you have gone away
Say every word
Everything you want to hear for yourself
To make it right for yourself
Maybe to make me disappear
I just expected more than what I have gotten
I simply wanted more than a simple "It's over, lets be friends"
I just thought you had it in you to hold me so tight in your arms
I guess that what I thought we had, we didn't
I just thought that what I thought we had, we had
Turn out the lights
Let the darkness overtake
All the feelings that might be fake
Every tear I'll ever shed
Shut tight the door
At least we don't have to fight it anymore
All the words we said, unsure
And the candles can't possibly spark another flame
Because when all I thought was true ended up false in the end
And when all the feelings I had are gone (they aren't)
You seem so happy when you know that I am so far away
That it hurts me more and more each and every day...
It's as if I was your weight on both the shoulders
That I wish I could cry
And on the bed we both shared night after night
That I wish I could die (inside)
But if this life is just a book and you were just a chapter in the story
I wish the author would simply turn back time to before it stopped