More Than Just A Song (About You)

So what if everything seems different

Now that you've gone away

So what if nothing is the same?

When fighting is the last thing

I have on my mind

Some sanity I wish that I would find



Sing so softly

From the peaks of mountains

Where you hide away

When you have gone away

Say every word

Everything you want to hear for yourself

To make it right for yourself

Maybe to make me disappear



I just expected more than what I have gotten

I simply wanted more than a simple "It's over, lets be friends"

I just thought you had it in you to hold me so tight in your arms

I guess that what I thought we had, we didn't

I just thought that what I thought we had, we had



Turn out the lights

Let the darkness overtake

All the feelings that might be fake

Every tear I'll ever shed

Shut tight the door

At least we don't have to fight it anymore

All the words we said, unsure

And the candles can't possibly spark another flame



Because when all I thought was true ended up false in the end

And when all the feelings I had are gone (they aren't)

You seem so happy when you know that I am so far away

That it hurts me more and more each and every day...

It's as if I was your weight on both the shoulders

That I wish I could cry

And on the bed we both shared night after night

That I wish I could die (inside)

But if this life is just a book and you were just a chapter in the story

I wish the author would simply turn back time to before it stopped

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Sometimes it takes a few days for me to say what I need to say about how much I hurt.

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