Look up, I dare you
You thought i was done
You didn't know, now
I am never done
This game cannot be won
Until the end
Now I beg and plead, my friend
Black as deep as my heart
As I look up at the Winter's night sky
Makes me cry and weep
I want nothing to do with tonight
It won't change all the things I did
It won't take away all the pain that I hid
So I will lay my head down to sleep
Dark black the sky compared to the shadows on my sheets
I want to lay here and die, wither away, weep
Blue as my favorite color in June
July was the month I gave it all to you
I hate myself for who I was back then
Like bruises on my heart, this regret will never end
Call me once more, I love to hear your voice
Dark blue sky we walked beneith
Hot summer air we breathe
Blue as the blood without oxygen to breathe
I want this blue sky to never come again
Black and Blue, like the colors after a fight
Shouting, shots heard throughout the night
I hate this life, I hate this fight
I don't want to bleed or regret again
These feelings are those that I cannot mend