"I despise how the weather changes in a relationship
Thunder transmits the split as I submit to this shit"
I recall giving her everything from the start
My heart reminisces being a work of art
The biggest mistake for a human being
but I was stupid because I was not seeing
I could write about the crap we went through
or whine about the things you never knew
You just never took the time to really pick me up
to read between the lines to find out what was up
At times I would hand you my intimate secrets
But like a page, you tore me to shreds instead
In your eyes I was nonsense,
Or in your words…useless.
"NO woman has ever achieved to fill my heart
They've tried, given up, or refused to take part.
What a lonely creature I became in need of whole
When I thought she was there, she was just cold
We all have our issues which need love to be fixed
Yet the love that seeks me, leaves me eclipsed
I whine and I admit I fail from time to time
I just wish there was someone I could call mine
I stand when I can defending whomever I have
But how can I If I will never meet my other half"
Vice versa, we come and go
growing old…crumbling alone
Here I am unparalleled in thoughts of my pain
Usually scaring as the norm smirk an laugh away
"I gave you this piece of me without promise
I took a chance but you decided to dismiss
My heart had a lock at one point
I gave you the key to my world of love
There was enough room for you to breathe
But in the end, you just decided to leave
I was wrong
She was not one to belong
It used to be a very clean room
Now ransacked and full of gloom
There once was life in this little world
now anguished by some turbulent girl..."
…
"You were the ink for my pen
The density for my pencil
Together we were suppose to write
Together as one, publishing our life
I guess it started of as a masterpiece
till you turned it into a massacre piece."
©David Joel Rodriguez
Not another rant at all. It
Not another rant at all.
It was heartfelt.
Beautiful but so sad.
Interesting...
As I read it for the third time, it managed to somehow make me laugh at the end :-)
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"You think Einstein walked around thinking everyone was a bunch of dumb-shits?"