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i don't know how and where to start
the feeling i loved is now tearing me apart
all of my friends are telling me to let go
but the more i push, the more this feeling seems to grow

it's so hard for me to always pretend
that i can always be just your friend
how stupid of me to wish for something i can't have
i wish you were just a picture that i can grab

it hurts to know we can't be, so i gotta leave
but f*ck this heart, why does it still believe
that someday, somehow, you will let me in my dear
so i can fill you with smiles and remove your fear

i still tried though i know the road will be rough
wanted to always make you happy but it wasn't enough
i can't be perfect, and i know i'm not that good
but i can take care of you and that i surely would

i need to focus and pull myself together
coz i know you're gonna love me never
i always wanted to hold your hand
but you don't want me to, so i'll let go and understand

now i gotta get you outta my system according to bow wow
i am trying but just like him, i just don't know how
someday i will forget about this feeling that's all i have to prove
but i need to push harder coz its really hard to move