Yesterday is just a painful reminder of what tomorrow is to bring. It's like I'm stuck in a constant storm. It calms and almost is over and then comes back just as hard. It bangs and pulls at me. Dragging me to the deeps of rock bottom. I climb and climb and I can't just reach the top. Nothing I do. I get close and idk what it is but I just fall. And I keep falling harder and harder each time