If he makes you cry, then you better be questioning yourself why?
Do the good times out weigh the bad.
Is it the best that you could have? Or are you settling for disappointment, anger and jealousy? Just to try and hope that one day the good times will matter. Honey it isn't your fault that he is blind to your beauty. Your personality. The smile that glows when you see him. One day he will realize you were the best he ever had and he will be seeing it from the outside when you are the one who is happy