i lie in bed and i cant stop thinking
of all the pain you put me through
i repeat those words which you said to me
the way you left me behind
its as if from day one i was worthless in your eyes
its just an act in which you put upon
for me to believe that you loved me
i was only young but you still did it
knowing the consiquences which could arise
during my life i learnt to forgive
but in my mind i still here those words
sometimes i cant sleep at night
because of the pain its so bad
you make me syffer
it wasnt my fult im not to blame
im just a child who craves attention to be loved by you
all i wanted was for it all to get better
to become a family again to be loved
but now i have to grow up and those dreams fade away
from that day my mind is all a haze
im not sure what went on or for how many days
but all i know is that i wanted to go home
to be somewhere to which i was known
i return one day to that place
i feel like ive been saved by grace
i feel so warm, so happy inside
to be with the one who looked for me while i was gone
the one who thought me to be strong.