Inside my head are all these voices,
Giving me ideas leading to choices.
Why do I live a life I hate so much?
When all I do is wait for deaths touch.
The wanting of suicide gets much stronger,
I don't know if i can hold on much longer.
Please come and take the pain away,
I cannot live to face another day.
Each moment passes, and I grow weak,
I have lost my voice, I cannot speak.
My eyes have dried, I have no tears,
My soul has died, faced all my fears.
I have felt all the pain that live can deal,
My broken heart will never heal.
I'm tired of living this life I hate,
Fuck reality and fuck my fate.
I can't go on, not one more day,
I finally have to break away.
Blade to wrist, I clench my fist.
Down to the bone, cut with a twist.
Cut every vein, release the pain.
It all pours out in blood red rain.
I love this feeling, pain and pleasure,
My friendly blade is all I treasure.
Now on my knees, so close to death.
Watch me choke on my last breath.