Subconsciously homicidal-
The ruiner of all...
I can never do anything right,
And now there's hardly anybody to pick my up if I fall.
I hate myself right now.
I'm confused, angry, and hurt.
There's a cluttered dusty mess all around me,
And it seems impossible to sweep up all the dirt.
I've cried so much,
I'm shocked that my tear ducts aren't dry.
I feel so helpless,
And I seem to go nowhere—no matter how hard i try.
It wasn’t supposed to be this way,
And it all seems broken beyond repair.
And it breaks me even more,
That nobody believes I care.
Everyday, there's something new,
I can never say anything right.
And everytime it scales higher and higher,
Until it reaches an unreachable height...