breathing in the first time at long last
don’t stop chasing
faking the emotions that you feel
don’t stop wasting time
breaking the solutions with your lies
don’t stop twisting
making up the reasons to lie down
don’t stop listing off
anger
frustration
violence
it’s all gone wrong
patience
forgiveness
justice
it’s all been lost
on you
cuz you
deny
the truth
looking for a way out of this hell
don’t stop searching
running out of options to die well
don’t stop thirsting for
answers that are kept hidden behind
don’t stop asking
patterns to the questions that arise
don’t stop casting
Rays of light exposed
now every answer glows
take it in
or turn away
You can’t keep composed
if you can’t lose control
just give in
or give away
the chance to live for real
the chance to truly feel
waiting for
you to choose
I like the structure of it... it's really... intense.