I don't know what to do.
What should I do?
What's right?
What's wrong?
What's best for everyone?
What's best for me?
How did I end up here?
How can I get out of this?
What the fuck?
These are all the questions,
the ones I've asked myself,
few I have asked others.
In search of answers.
But with no luck have I come.
I get disapproval,
I get support,
but answers, not a one.
I do not expect to find one,
because deep down I know,
there are no answers,
only feelings,
feelings that I hate.
But none that I regret,
just few that I resent,
that I apologize for,
that I long to be resolved.
But how, when, and where they will be,
is beyond me.
I just need some clarity.
What the fuck?
How can I get out of this?
How did I end up here?
What's best for me?
What's best for everyone?
What's wrong?
What's right?
What should I do?
I just don't know what to do anymore.
Anymore? wait, I never knew.