my hands are cold and trembling
my tounge and lips go numb
i can taste it in the back of my throat
but still i snort the tiny white crumbs.
not able to say no
i break up another line
i dont care what people say
its nobody's problem but mine.
i can feel it in my body
its starting to kick in
as the feeling of worthlessness fades
all of my problems start to end.
i no longer reminice of terrible times
or the secrets they thought i never knew
no, all of that is gone now
thanks to what a couple of lines can do.
and when this feeling starts to go away
i'll phine and get some more
or sit and stare at these four walls
until they knock on my door.
for i know they will come back again
as they always do
this is why ill never stop
i just wish you only knew.
so dont ask me what is wrong with me
at the moment i am fine
until the drugs run out on me
ill snort another line.