cocaine

my hands are cold and trembling

my tounge and lips go numb

i can taste it in the back of my throat

but still i snort the tiny white crumbs.

not able to say no

i break up another line

i dont care what people say

its nobody's problem but mine.

i can feel it in my body

its starting to kick in

as the feeling of worthlessness fades

all of my problems start to end.

i no longer reminice of terrible times

or the secrets they thought i never knew

no, all of that is gone now

thanks to what a couple of lines can do.

and when this feeling starts to go away

i'll phine and get some more

or sit and stare at these four walls

until they knock on my door.

for i know they will come back again

as they always do

this is why ill never stop

i just wish you only knew.

so dont ask me what is wrong with me

at the moment i am fine

until the drugs run out on me

ill snort another line.

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