secret

i want so bad to tell you

but afraid of what you'll think

so for now i'll keep it to myself

or write it with this ink.

it was never just a fling for me

it was always so much more

and now that your not here

it cuts me to the very core.

and im sorry for everything

for feeling this way

but i know that i love you

and i wish i could make it all go away.

id erase it all if i could

but thats just the thing

and it hurts so bad

to know for you, it was nothing.

to know your with her

and now with me

to think of what she has

kills me more than anything.

but the worst part of all

is i know the person you are

and i really dont care

making it even more hard.

so let me say just one thing

before you walk away

i really do miss you

i love you is all i can think to say.

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