i want so bad to tell you
but afraid of what you'll think
so for now i'll keep it to myself
or write it with this ink.
it was never just a fling for me
it was always so much more
and now that your not here
it cuts me to the very core.
and im sorry for everything
for feeling this way
but i know that i love you
and i wish i could make it all go away.
id erase it all if i could
but thats just the thing
and it hurts so bad
to know for you, it was nothing.
to know your with her
and now with me
to think of what she has
kills me more than anything.
but the worst part of all
is i know the person you are
and i really dont care
making it even more hard.
so let me say just one thing
before you walk away
i really do miss you
i love you is all i can think to say.