confused ***

i wanted to see what you could do

i wanted to see inside of you

i wanted to taste the bitter sweet

and to feel your love that burns so deep.

then i could have made you laugh

or even help you cry

theres things i wanted to do so bad

yet i still do not know why.

i wanted to kiss your lips

and make you shiver all over

bring you closer to me

but to do all these things id need a four leaf clover.

my luck has ran out

and karma has walked in

half the time i couldnt tell you how or what i feel

except the way i feel when im with him.

he makes me feel like a woman should

yet i still see your face

and every time he kisses me

my thought i can not erase.

hes perfect in every way

i have liked him since the very first day

but still i continue to think of you

at the oddest times when i dont even want to.

i think i could learn to love him

and get over you

maybe he could be faithful

but i dont think that can come true.

he came with a past

as we all seem to do

but i really dont even care for him

the way i did for you.

i dont know if i still love you

or if i ever even did

so i will continue to wonder

i think im doing a good job of keeping my feelings hid.

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