i wanted to see what you could do
i wanted to see inside of you
i wanted to taste the bitter sweet
and to feel your love that burns so deep.
then i could have made you laugh
or even help you cry
theres things i wanted to do so bad
yet i still do not know why.
i wanted to kiss your lips
and make you shiver all over
bring you closer to me
but to do all these things id need a four leaf clover.
my luck has ran out
and karma has walked in
half the time i couldnt tell you how or what i feel
except the way i feel when im with him.
he makes me feel like a woman should
yet i still see your face
and every time he kisses me
my thought i can not erase.
hes perfect in every way
i have liked him since the very first day
but still i continue to think of you
at the oddest times when i dont even want to.
i think i could learn to love him
and get over you
maybe he could be faithful
but i dont think that can come true.
he came with a past
as we all seem to do
but i really dont even care for him
the way i did for you.
i dont know if i still love you
or if i ever even did
so i will continue to wonder
i think im doing a good job of keeping my feelings hid.