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thoughts for you*
You ask me what im thinking
almost every single day
but these feelings that my mind holds
do not dare to say.
So i'll write it on this paper
the best way that i can
and as you are reading this
i hope you'll understand.
Why do i feel
lik i am not the best
i know your not either
but your better than all the rest.
I don't want to need you
just want to please you
and when you hold me tight
i wonder if everything will really be alright.
I could stay forever
in your arms
always impressed
by your charm.
But its easy to win
if you always cheat
so easy to lie
under heat.
All of my thoughts
are just floating around
constantly overwhemling me
until i feel as if i could drown.
I don't want to be fucked over
im sure you'd know just how
so if you plan on hurting me later
please just tell me now.
And i want to beleive you
im not so sure why
but if i ever fall in love again
it just feels as if i'll die.
Sorry is just some word
used too much in good and bad
but without it i'd feel lonely
it constantly makes me mad.
And im counting the minutes
as they go by
i don't want to think-
nevermind try.
Is this what is meant for me
i see you
but can you see me?
