as the knife is plunged into my chest
ill think only of you as i am put to rest.
think of pain and the tears i've cried
i'll think of all the times that you have lied.
the pain doesnt seem worth it anymore
this love sickness has no cure.
while i was out and couldn't see
that things were moving very diffrently.
so i tried to change
and our love, re-arrange.
i didnt want to hurt you
nor did i think you would change
you turned into a monster
you were way out of range.
there was no getting through
you were done with us
partying,lieing, and cheating
were all signs of the broken trust.
but still i couldnt see
i couldnt just walk away
i love you too much
but you had nothing to say.
you called the other night
i guess out of spite
or just to hear me cry
either/or i dont know why.
why must u hate me so?
when i truly changed my ways
was the love already done
i wasted so many days.
so many days
just feeling so sorry for me
while you were probably out having fun
i was living a life of misery.
but i hope your happy
and you'll never think of me another day
for i was a fool to think you'd take me back
without a price to pay.