i want you back

i want the real you back, not who you are now. i want your perfect smile-looking back at me. can i have that honest kiss, you use to give me then? or do i get some other lie, your deadly brutal sin. what about the old you, before you turned so cruel, do you remember me, oram i just a memory? i want you back so bad, more than any poem can say, i want the old us to remain, there isnt a price i wouldnt pay! i want your cute laugh and all the stupid things we'd say, i want our long deep conversations to stay. o god how i want our honesty back, or the precious "i love you's." i want to go back in time, before i messed up and hurt your soul, i know its all my fault, the way you are now shows it all. i want to be perfect again, when you loved me, i want the fun times we shared, to no longer be a memory. a memory from our past, why not look into the future, can u ever be the same again? i want you back, more than anything i can say, please god i love u so much, dont go away! now i hear the song, that use to make me think of you, i want to cry so bad, you'll never know how much i cared for you.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

this was just off the top of my head to my ex. we were together for about 1 year, it slowly faded and i just wrote this to say i miss the way things use to be in the beginning.

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