mama keep your head up
ill be watching u day and night
when im flying up above
just know that ill be alright.
to jerry whos miles away
you will never get that chance
now that i am gone forever
u fucked up any chance.
timmy i have always beleived in you
and everything u do
promise me youll be ok
until we meet again some day.
aunt charlotte u were so funny
and as cool as can be
so i wunna say goodbye to you
because this is the way it had to be.
trisha i know im suppose to be here till the end
and even though i wont be
youll always be my best friend.
nick i know youll be ok
and youll find the right girl some day
the funny thing is
she could have been me
but u didnt know that did you?
amber be the best
in everything u do
b cuz no matter if im here or not
ill be watching over you.
brittany i want u to be brave
and promise to stay strong
please dont give up
and keep holding on.
greg u never knew how much i loved you
but did u know how much pain u put me through?
im not leaving b cuz of you
im leaving b cuz its what i have to do.
to stop all the pain
and please dont blame urself
for i am the only one w/ shame
why couldnt i get over you?
even when i tried someone new it never worked out
cuz they always got compared to you.
granny u have a bigger heart than anyone i know
i wish i had your kind of strength
cuz if so i wouldnt choose to go.
tonia u have been like a best friend
we've becomse so close throughout the years
and i cant thankyou enough
for helping me when i cried so many tears.
ryan u were so funny
and always made me smile
ill be watching down on you
for a pretty long while.
nick once again- ur such a sweetheart
and all a girl could ever want
so when u meet that special girl
she better treat u well
and if she doesnt
i will make her life a living hell.
matt u never were quit easy
u were such a pain ill say
but know this
i could kick ur ass any day!
jon stay good
and make some girl really happy
im sorry though
she couldnt be me.
brad u make me worry
if youll be able to pull through
just think of it as a long vacation
both for me and you.
Jessyka i got around to reading some of ur poems this was one i thought that was really good.You have always been a good writer so dont ever stop.love joe
Jessy~ I love the poem and you know your my best friend ever and if you ever took your own life i dont know what id do without you ~Love always~ Trish**
Very realistic. This girl seems like she has so many things to be thankful for and happy about. Why does she want to commit suicide?! I'm not sure that I will ever understand. If you have any insights please write me that would be nice of you =).
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