Sleep is not an option this time
Shaking, I have to choke
My heart back down my throat
Sinking, there it goes again
Too weak to not let it go this far
A little too strong
To let myself know this is wrong
This is wrong
Terrified that this is not
Just a dream this time
Let it go.. go
Some things you have to
Keep in, all to yourself
My heart's beyond ripped out
So put it back on the shelf
Chills down my spine show
A sign of the life still
Contained in an empire of
All that's held, captive.
Choke it back to it's resting place
I can't give this a face,
So I'll just keep my space.