As these words come together
They flow throughout my mind
I don't believe this life is for me
I really believe it was by mistake
The evident unmentioned-
But everything else seems so fake.
Why can't I see a future
It's as if nothing lies ahead.
A walking body with no soul
A withered space filler glowing red.
And I really wanted to believe
So I've tried these times before
But as these thoughts just reoccur
I begin to trust them more.
Crying doesn't make pain leave the body,
It just hollows out what's there
The walls lined with disillusionment
Matching up to this empty stare.
Can't you see it in my eyes-
There seems to be nothing within.
Just confusion and dismay
And now this room begins to spin...