I sacrificed my strongest willpower and gave in
to hiding from you
All I believed that you didn't have to know
Assume all positions and
I stand here, broken.
I thought the sunken feeling meant more
to my foolish pride.
And that it would hurt more to be exposed,
than to be dismissed.
I knew no matter how pretty my words were,
You'd be nothing near as charmed as I'd hoped..
I decorated my slurred speech
With truth even the best love songs
Find hard to say.
I wish it was raining outside so the rain
Could wash the smirk off your face
And you wouldn't know that
It was tears that smeared my eyeliner.
And to think I'd imagined
That this might let me get some sleep at night
It was not my intention to
Shower you with flattery.
Enough time has passed now where
I think you've nearly forgotten..
but
Why does it bother you so much when
I tell you i don't believe in love anymore...