I thought I had my mind made up
I figured I was sure
I knew just what I wanted
And all of my thoughts were pure.
I assumed that it was fine,
To feel just as I felt for so long.
But as time passes and I question
Part of me believes I could be wrong.
I called it faith, you gave it another name
And I considered with time this all would fade -
And I now realize I still feel exactly the same.
Go on, accuse me. In fact, you may be right.
I've held on within my own reason,
I believed that eventually I'd win this fight.
Now as I think about it -
Who have I been battling with anyway?
Was it my own struggle to find myself...
or
Am I finally finding the words I've been meaning to say.