Not sure how I know, or why, but I'm pretty sure I'm about to die
One knows these things I feel, as time like thieves begins to steal
I'm a little sad and maybe you will be too
But life begins and all things renew
Maybe I'll come back as a lazy english bulldog
Or a black cat, caterpillar, or just an ant on a log
On rainy cold days i hope you think of me
Like the red gold orange hue of fall you see
I don't know why my time is near
But missing you grow is my only fear
But I'll watch from afar I can promise you that
And cheer you on like a kid up to bat
Try to remember some of the things I have said
In the many poems I wrote, and you read
Sometimes things burn too bright to stay
It would be nice for people to remember me that way
Play some cool music the day I die
Like you can't always get what you want but you try
Tell funny stories, if you can think of a few
Maybe you'll even hear one you never knew
Probably not, because you guys always said
I needed new stories to share instead
I love you too much that words just won't do
I was put on this earth to bring in the two of you
Now my chapter is almost done
Despite feeling like It's over before it's begun
Like a FlashFire I burned quick and I burned hot
But hopefully one not so easily forgot
I hope you laugh or smile when your mind replays a memory
A movie of us, for you to see
Goodbye for now but just for now
It's time for me to take that final bow
And exit this play of life I led
And remember these final words I said
You both amaze and astonish me
Now say farewell and set me free
You'll see me again in a sunset or cloud
I'll be watching, so please make me proud
Be kind, be strong, and laugh a lot
And try to live the lessons I've taught
You are now my living legacy,
Let people recognize in you what they loved about me
Goodnight my sweet boys it's time for me to go
I'll never be gone long, or for good though
Like the giving tree stump so close to the ground
I'll be here and there just look around
Because She loved the little boy so much she had nothing left to give
But to her it was perfect, the life she lived
So goodnight my forever loves I want you to know
It's okay I left early, it was my time to go
So smell me in the scent of a candle you burn
This chapter is finished, no more pages to turn
But I'll visit like thunder, random and sporadically
And you'll grin and say Hey Mama, you back again?
Because not even death can keep me from you
so mourn no more and know this much is true
I existed and did what I was meant to do
which is to raise two beautiful, sons like you
So, say goodnight moon sleep tight, don't let the bedbugs bite
And maybe I'll pretend i shined just a little too bright
And this world was not equipped to handle someone like me
Maybe one day it can, but we'll have to wait and see...