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Why
The ones I love never stick around
The ones who love me, I leave in lost and found
We always want what we can't get
Like a toddler throwing a little tantrum fit
I'm not sure why love don't break even
But I was always giving way more than receiving
I'm old enough now to be able to see
That love just ain't in the cards for me
I'm sure there are others who suffer the same
Because we are categorized by certain names
Independent, character, rebel to list a few
But all wrong for me, if you really knew
I'm broken, unlucky, with too much baggage to claim
But keep your labels all the same
They won't change my destiny or my fate
They won't find or return to me my soul mate
I guess not everyone gets happily ever after
In my fairy tale, God skipped that chapter
It's too bad though because I would have loved hard
With no games, no shame, no barrier, no guard
I would have been ride or die with too much romance
But sadly we don't all get to have that chance
I wish I would have been told or at least would have known
That I would end up doing life all alone on my own
I would have focused more on a certain career
But even that time has passed I sadly fear
So I'm left with unanswerable questions to ask
That I'll never get a response to, I'll never unmask
Like why did love have to evade me
It's a little hard to swallow you'd have to agree
My Dad always told me to get use to it because life ain't fair
But I would have thought God would have answered this prayer
I don't want to grow old and end up alone
I'm not strong enough God to be on my own
I was so full of love but no one would stay
So I'll end my life like i ended my day
Alone, too early, and a bit too quietly
Wishing that someone would have chosen me
