That which we fear will meet us halfway
So alone I'll end up, because you didn't stay
I gave too much, not enough, and nothing at all
But now I must begin again and relearn how to crawl
We always crash back into the place we've just come
Like a flame to a moth we attract what we hide from
But there is no avoiding this cruel little irony
For God laughs as we self fulfill our prophecy
Up that hill of regret it begins to draw near
Until we taste the hot breath of our greatest fear
We can cut it, push it, and ingest it away
But it mockingly resurfaces like a debt we must pay
I deny as you lie but it's just too fast
And it gathers it strength from the mistakes of your past
It gains more power from each one of your sins
And I realize what a fool I am to believe I could win
I can't escape it or defeat it believe me I tried
The only thing left is to admit that I've lied
Lied to myself about you I must finally admit
For as much as tried, these feelings won't quit
So for now I'll plead into it's eyes and caress it's face
And I'll wrap my tired arms around it in a soft embrace
I tell loneliness I'm not afraid and I refuse to cower
And I realize my words slowly siphon its power
So, yes that which I fear will meet me halfway
But it no longer consumes me, like yesterday
I have to face it, to own it and learn to be okay
With being on my own because you didn't stay