through the years
and all the tears
i have stood my ground
when i look around
only to find
all eyes are on me
they only judge me
when i try to be
the person in pain
but it's all the same
throughout time
so just let me be
don't want sympathy
that's just not me
i want to live
and nobody will give
me the chance
to start again
i try to hide
the pain inside
but it creeps around
so i have found
a way for me
to let it go
i close my eyes
no more tears to cry
when i'm all alone
i grab the phone
dial 911
and the pain is done