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An empty apartment which I despise,

eyes that hide so much pain.

Dont want to be sober; Dont want to cry.

Hate living life ashamed.



Didnt want to leave his side.

I'll never be that girl again.

Heart is closed; eyes are wide.

You dont know where the fuck i've been.



You dont know the anger that lives inside.

You dont know the pain I fucking feel.

It pisses me off that I always hide...

but its the only way that I can deal.



You dont know the lips you've touched.

You dont know the smile you've seen.

Dont need your protection; dont need your trust.

I dont need you, and you dont know me.



They always said they loved me...

their hands were always full of pills.

Guiding me into the darkness, where I could not see...

telling me it was okay that I could not feel.



Perhaps youre right just this one time..

when you say it isnt how I want to be.

So for awhile, you'll pull me out and let me shine...

Then you'll walk, and it'll just be me.



I refuse to let an angel save me.

An angel who doesnt have a fucking clue.

Doesnt matter to you if you stay or leave.

Long as you get whats important to you.



Tried to love my best friend...

but he never wanted what was good for me.

Being punished for trying to bring the darkness to its final end...

It was for my greater good, and that no one could see.



Send me an angel who understands...

An angel who will make the drugs disappear.

An angel with the worlds roughest hands...

To fight that side of me, with no fear.



Give me a chance to look in the mirror one last time...

And see myself, and not what you created.

Make me stop abusing myself for my crimes.

Let the self destruction forever be abated.