With an insane laugh and paralyzing eyes,
you almost make this seem fake.
I'm really not ready to die.
The sweetest kiss could bring the worst mistake.
I close my eyes and hear you breathing.
you reach for my heart as i turn away.
You follow...I'll do the leading.
Its a game I enjoy to play.
Your heart has just been shattered.
I don't think you're ready for my wrath.
She acted like it never mattered...
I'm trying not to be like that.
You see, I could've given matt the world,
and it wouldnt have meant a thing.
I stood guarded while he let his feelings unfurl.
When I let him go, it didnt even sting.
Cameron melted me a bit.
I felt something, or so i thought.
I believe it was the playing hard to get,
that somehow got me caught.
Dear ryan morgan couldnt hold me long enough,
before I again ran away.
Understand that my heart is rough..
I had no reason to stay.
There was one "i love u" and it meant so much.
I got paid back for letting other guys down.
He shoved me away with the gentlest touch.
Thats the only love i've ever found.
I want to trust you but its so hard, ya see.
Now I find that I dont know you at all.
I have no idea whats wrong with me.
Theres a chance that i could fall..
For now i'll just step aside,
until i can look into your eyes...
and know that I belong by your side,
without you even attempting to hide.