Decisions

He wants me so bad...

He wants me to be something I cant be.

The look in his eyes is so sad...

when he sees the way you look at me.



He wants me to fall for him...

He tries to hold me in his arms.

But I walk away from them...

for I will only bring him harm.



The reason is quite obvious...

The boy i want is not he.

Although these thoughts may not be right or just...

He has a hold on me.



I saw his poetry, however...

I saw "laura" in a heart.

It cant be...no...never.

Oh well...I dont care...I felt nothing from the start.



We played a game of keep away...

it started with a sheet of sky blue...

the next thing I know, our hands are interlaced...

I didn't know what to do.



His face came so close to mine...

I was happy beyond belief.

But, I guess I wasted too much time..

because his lips did not kiss me.



But I remember while laying there...

holding him with eyes closed.

That the other guy is totally unaware...

that this is the path I chose.



Whether this is right or not...

I continue to gaze into his eyes.

This game shall be fun..indeed..a lot.

I'll try my hardest this time not to lie.


Author's Notes/Comments: 

This is about a guy named matt likin me, but I liked someone else, obviously.

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Ashley's picture

Hello my loverly...I was wondering if you told him that he is not who you wish to spend the rest of your life with. I know that you don't, he should know as well. Love you much

Blake Mash's picture

ohhh, Jess. I'm thinking this is about Matt but you were thinking of Ryan?

Cammy poo's picture

Well, that poem was signed by Luara lu...Don't you feel stupid now...And seeing as some of your poems look like they want me to respond...We'll you might have wanted to have told me about this site, because this is the first time i've actually seen any of these poems or anything like that...And I don't remember handing you my notebook and letting you see my poems. So how did you see that in the first place??? Oh and I espicially liked, "Waste of My Time." That's a nice one. And btw please stop talking about Betha in 5th hour, and i'll stop giving you death glares, which I'm not sure how you saw seeing as you didn't turn and look at me when you guys were talking about her.