Silent whispers in the night unfurl memories of my past.
His voice whispers "never" and I hear his boyish laugh.
Tears fall onto these hands as I close my eyes.
I can hear myself believing all of his beautiful lies.
I drift into slumber and I feel his breath on my cheek.
I open my mouth but he tells me not to speak.
I reach up and brush away the lock of curls that have fallen into his eyes.
We stare at one another & it feels as if forever has gone by.
But when I awake I find myself alone and when I see you, your eyes are cold.
Regrets and lost memories are all I have left to hold.
We were more than a couple...you were my friend.
But when I told you it was over, everything had to end.
Forgiveness is all I ask for...I want no more of your hate.
I may need your friendship to help me smile again...please pull me out of this state.