Today I found my heart.
I found it still in my chest.
Its been there from the start..
which is probably best.
I thought I had given it to you.
I figured you'd treasure it forever.
If that were true,
I'd still want us to be together.
But, I find that love isnt here.
I honestly dont think my heart feels it anymore.
So how about YOU "dont waste your tears"
Im walking out the fucking door.
When I used to look at you,
I knew you cared for me.
I wanted to believe it was true...
but that could never be.
Maybe Im a liar..
Maybe Im a fake.
But its your fault that im inspired..
to cause your heart to break.
Before I could've never hurt you.
I thought you loved me for me.
But when my clothes changed so did you.
My feelings changed drastically.
You screamed and put me down.
You made a huge mistake.
I no longer want you around.
Now I see its you thats fake.
You lied when you said my clothes made no difference.
You lied everytime you held me.
I loved you...yes...past tense.
But "yours" i will never be.
I'd like to scream in your face.
I'd love to hurt you as much as i can.
But I wont take your place.
Instead of kicking you down, i'll let you stand.
I hate losing you but i'd rather say "bye"
than listen to you yell about how pathetic I may be.
You've put me down...You've made me cry...
I have nothing more to give to thee.