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I fucking hate all of you.

I once had hope for a better life.

You cut me down no matter what you do.

You're all just fucking LIES.



Beautiful best friend,

I have this blade out because of you.

It's looking me in my eyes begging me to end,

this piece of shit I am & you know its true.



What if I did like it when you held me?

What if I felt the same as you?

After all you're the one who still loved me,

even when I did the worst to you.



You had to have seen it coming,

I'm a fuck up after all.

Everyday plotting for what reason i'd be running,

and right back to me you'd crawl.



All you do is lie about me.

Saying things that aren't true.

Look in my eyes..what do you see?

A future without you.



Beautiful blue eyes,

you had me from hello.

You lead me down a path of lies.

A trail of blood followed..you had to have known.



It seeped through my clothes,

all over my hands.

You, feeling things for her I didn't know

and me...imagining future plans.



I'll wipe my blood all over you...

fucking feel my pain.

Fall into my sorrow even if it's the last thing you do...

for me..Your driving me insane.



You ripped me apart without even a thought,

it meant shit..am i right?

Tender kisses and in a web, i was caught.

But go on..Run...Run...far into the night.



Beautiful mother,

I thought that I had you back.

I love you like none other,

but i'm not good enough to make up for what you lack.



Bring up my past,

throw it in my face.

This abuse wont be the last,

show me why i'm a waste.



I'm dead to you...

a simple nobody without a name.

If only I didn't need you so bad, id be through.

I'm suffocating in your shame.



I see the disappointment in your eyes.

I'm a mistake that haunts your heart.

So, you punish me and force me to fight.

But i decline and let you shatter my self esteem into shards.



Farewell, best friend...I shall leave you with goodbye.

I'm sorry for not adoring you like I should have.

I want no tears to fall from those beautiful eyes.

For you've given me the greatest gift you ever could have.



I held you and I told you about a key,

This doesn't exist for that heart is now gone.

But I want to thank you for loving me.

You saved me when I had no one.



You'll find my poems in my home,

they'll be locked away.

I want you to have them...and you alone.

it's the only way I could ever repay.



I'll love you forever...

I'll take a breath of heaven in just for you.

Our friendship will end..never.

understand..this is the best thing I could ever do.



Beautiful blue eyes, I know I was nothing in your game.

She owns your heart.."no lease" not me..

But just know I have myself to blame,

so dont even bother to plea.



In your arms...

i was invincible, nothing more and nothing less.

Never did I expect all of this harm,

you swept up my ashes and said it was best.



But darlin, dont worry about me.

I'm looking my solution right in the eyes.

You'll forget everything you ever seen in me.

But at night, I promise you'll hear my cries.



I'm writing faster as the blood runs quicker, now a dark red.

You wont feel sorrow when i leave.

When you were going to depart, I knew i'd end up dead...

so I did it beforehand...you know me.



So now goodbye..farewell...adieu,

i'll love you till the end of days.

what you didn't feel for me, i felt for you.

thanks for my first taste.



Beautiful mother, I know your gonna be sad.

Dont cry for me, i'll be alright alone.

I'm used to the darkness i was isolated in by you and dad.

The end is closer..i feel it in my bones.



You condemned me for everything i was.

I looked in the mirror and saw you..

I didn't think the end would stop us,

but you did what you had to do.



This will be the only thing you'll ever read.

You dont deserve the other words i wrote to you.

I begged & begged for you to stop making me bleed...

but you cut and cut until no more blood ran through.



Good bye dearest mother, I'm tellin ya, it's been real.

Don't torment yourself imagining what might've been.

I love you..Always have and always will.

You may think I'm gone for good, but I live on in my best friend.



Now it is the end of me,

will you shed a tear?

Goodbye to the world that fucking abused me.

Only not....Damn it...I'm still here.