Invisable to the world

Im so frusterated i feel like jumping off of a cliff of no end

i cant stand it here.

why AM i here?

is it a game to you?

am i here for your fun and amusement?

i dont like it

my world as of now,is full of shit.

cant stand this life im living in

it feels like everything is one big sin.

every move i make somesones watching,

someones counting on me to do the wrong thing.

why?

must everyone run over me like im roadkill?

it feels like im screaming in a soundproof room

where no one can hear my cryes.

i feel like a little lost puppy who no one wants.

no one even looks my way

Lately i've felt that im a million miles away from home

where no one speaks my language.

Where no one cares to hear what i have to say

because they dont understand me.

hopefully im dreaming,

and that ill wake up soon

hopefully ill wake up to a world that wants me.

a world that speaks my language

and knows what im going through

a world that hears me when i speak

and doesnt act like im invisable

a world where i can just be me.

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