Silently
Speaking
To myself
Waiting
For an answer
I linger
A little longer
Knowing it will come
Like unwanted cancer
Wanting to prevent it
From coming my way
Allowing my heart to go numb
I try to avoid you today
Yet I can still feel the pull
Somehow you get to me still
Heartbreaking, I don't succomb
Take it away with you
I can't stand anymore
Pretty soon I'll no longer feel
Why do you keep bringing me faith
Then turn and run on me, pretty soon
I'll begin to ignore
All your attempts to reach me
Lost in the breeze
As you make my heart sore
Leaving it in ruins
Crumbled on the ground
As peasants feed on it
No notice from you
I should say not
As you're looking down
Unable to accept what you've done
Next time clean up your own mess
My silence is soon sound
Since you probably forgot
I need to remind you again
How you cause me distress
Yet you try very hard
Almost more than I can bear
To get your way this fight you must win
Not today, I can't take anymore
Now begins anew I scream louder than my silence
Think not, act and it is I you shall now hear
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