Such intense pain
Like a wrecking ball
Smashed into my brain
Wasn't ready to fall
Scattered thoughts
Still askew
Can't put them together
Though many are of you
As I try to reach out
Your image becomes a blur
How many more pills can I take?
To diminish the everlasting hurt
Feeling safe with you here
Don't go yet..
I have fear
You'll dissappear when I rest
I can't remember
What did you say?
Seems like it all happened
Again today
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