You were not there for me
So I had to let you go, you see
To keep you away
I was a bitch, plain as day
To love you is to ruin me
If only you could see
It's much better this way
As I keep trying to tell myself
Every single fucking day
There was nothing more
That I could have done
To draw you out
Of the web you spun
Around yourself...
Like no one else
Mattered
Not noticing
My world you shattered
It's going to take me some time
To clean up this mess you've left behind
So please stop asking why...
I act this way
When you know it's you
I need to keep away
04-13-03