You are testing me
Ever so swiftly
Thinking that maybe
You'll keep me
Please spare me
This test, I'm not taking
Can't just wait around
As you keep playing
I love you, you say
Why bother, anyway..
Doesn't seem like you need me
What I see depleting
Taking me for granted
Not noticing the havoc
You've caused
Unleashing the inner beast
Within me
I feel like I'm on pause
Waiting...
So depressing it seems
That's all you've left me with
I will not become this thing
Can't let you manipulate me
This way
As you stray
I'm not turning around
Not looking..
You won't be found
By me
Lest you snap back
To reality
I feel it is you
Who will have lost something
That maybe you won't realize
You had fully
Until it is too late
To get it back
03-22-03