Random Thinking

What’s on my mind

It’s wondering from thought

To places to so many faces

Some words, a few phrases

Plenty of preconceived notions

All having a domino effect

Started by a single action

I’m thinking of a time

Where I said No more

But here I am revolving

In a repeat performance

Of the conditions I vowed

Not to repeat

Did I just use repeat again?

My how hard these chains

Are to break.

My emotions are opening

In the distance,

The mind’s eyes sees

The coming of an evolution,

The inner heart hears

The beating of a revolution,

For it is striving, and crying

‘Til it reaches its final conclusion.

  My mind is thinking

The reasons are being rational

Those feelings are only natural

My expression comes

In a wide array of shapes,

My expression comes

From a well built structure

Let me simple say,

My expression is my form

And that feels right.

To me it’s true,

There are moments, which offer

No escape

Make you stay put

Plants itself deep

In the soil’s soul

Thoughts are presenting

A clarity to this world

The message is felt

Deep within

With every situation

You stand face to face

With the consequences

With every event

You stand to win or lose

Piecing it together

Like a Rubnik cube.

Did you ever think?

This life is a game

With more twist and turns

Than a coiled spring

Whoever they are

Called it living for the day.

Come to think of it,

So many of us say we don’t

Drama, but I’ve been thinking

What kind of life would I live

What kind of world would be

Without the issues of individuality

No, I don’t want conflict

But, could it be intuitively I need it?

Maybe it’s an internal enjoyment?

I do wonder

Is it’s every going to be easy

Learning through experience

Isn’t taught in school

Will my utopian fantasy be realized?

I can reach the top if I could just stop

Hitting ceilings and walls.

Imagine an even level

Cushioned by pure love

And Comfort.

If I think it let it be

If I dream it let it be

If I believe it let it be

If I feel it, it let it be

Silently I tell

The secret of the plans, dreams

Goal.

But it’s hard to show

The fruit of my labor

Sometimes they disguise

Themselves

Only to be allowed to worker harder

To reveal and

Unravel the mystery

Of opportunity.



I can seem to stop the race going on inside my head.

Back and forth, around the track it goes.

I just want there to be a moment of silence so everything all at once

For a change will be in control

Just one time, for let’s say 15 minutes, I would like

The problems and concerns,

The worries and wishes

And the wants and needs

To talk amongst themselves

And maybe even come to an understanding

That maybe they’re moving to quickly

Or maybe they can learn to share

I sure would appreciate it if I could just figure out

What life has to offer without the distractions?

With each passing breath

What’s on my mind

Is change.










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