What’s on my mind
It’s wondering from thought
To places to so many faces
Some words, a few phrases
Plenty of preconceived notions
All having a domino effect
Started by a single action
I’m thinking of a time
Where I said No more
But here I am revolving
In a repeat performance
Of the conditions I vowed
Not to repeat
Did I just use repeat again?
My how hard these chains
Are to break.
My emotions are opening
In the distance,
The mind’s eyes sees
The coming of an evolution,
The inner heart hears
The beating of a revolution,
For it is striving, and crying
‘Til it reaches its final conclusion.
My mind is thinking
The reasons are being rational
Those feelings are only natural
My expression comes
In a wide array of shapes,
My expression comes
From a well built structure
Let me simple say,
My expression is my form
And that feels right.
To me it’s true,
There are moments, which offer
No escape
Make you stay put
Plants itself deep
In the soil’s soul
Thoughts are presenting
A clarity to this world
The message is felt
Deep within
With every situation
You stand face to face
With the consequences
With every event
You stand to win or lose
Piecing it together
Like a Rubnik cube.
Did you ever think?
This life is a game
With more twist and turns
Than a coiled spring
Whoever they are
Called it living for the day.
Come to think of it,
So many of us say we don’t
Drama, but I’ve been thinking
What kind of life would I live
What kind of world would be
Without the issues of individuality
No, I don’t want conflict
But, could it be intuitively I need it?
Maybe it’s an internal enjoyment?
I do wonder
Is it’s every going to be easy
Learning through experience
Isn’t taught in school
Will my utopian fantasy be realized?
I can reach the top if I could just stop
Hitting ceilings and walls.
Imagine an even level
Cushioned by pure love
And Comfort.
If I think it let it be
If I dream it let it be
If I believe it let it be
If I feel it, it let it be
Silently I tell
The secret of the plans, dreams
Goal.
But it’s hard to show
The fruit of my labor
Sometimes they disguise
Themselves
Only to be allowed to worker harder
To reveal and
Unravel the mystery
Of opportunity.
I can seem to stop the race going on inside my head.
Back and forth, around the track it goes.
I just want there to be a moment of silence so everything all at once
For a change will be in control
Just one time, for let’s say 15 minutes, I would like
The problems and concerns,
The worries and wishes
And the wants and needs
To talk amongst themselves
And maybe even come to an understanding
That maybe they’re moving to quickly
Or maybe they can learn to share
I sure would appreciate it if I could just figure out
What life has to offer without the distractions?
With each passing breath
What’s on my mind
Is change.